Just found out

Maybe all that ads about my blog in bbs in not helping at all...

Yes, my blog has been read by more and more people,...
but something's changed....

usually, when writing my blog, I only considered a little for my readers....
most of the times, never even thought about them.....

but lately,...
I can't even write my blog the same way I used to be.....
Started a new post, but can't finish it.....
Maybe because I started it as an obligation to update my blog for my reader....
not for my self-fulfillment anymore.....
Kinda hate it.....

But I'm changing it....
been thinking about it for days....
and I thought... the reader wants to read what's in my heart and head....

It's not for them, The main reason I wrote those posts are for myself.
My blog is 4 myself to read, and for other's to find enlightment in reading my life, in my thought that is poured in here.....

^^y....
I'll write when I feel like writing....
I'll post when I feel like posting...


Ps: for reader,.. Thank You for the comments... Directly or Indirectly, Positive or Negative...

It's A Pleasure to Found Out that there are people who actually read your thoughts, and commented it....