Well, it's been a helluva long time

been busy, yeah, been very busy.
summerholiday, spent my whole day working, not bad, gotta save some money for myself.

have a girlfriend now, not bad, for a workaholic plus lazyholic, procrastinaholic.

haha.

well, life never have been better.

Aku memihak kepada waktu ketika Waktu tidak memihak kepadaku

Ada yang tau ga, kenapa gua memilih kalimat ini buat dijadiin Display Sentence di Msn gua...

buat pembaca setia, (ceilaaa, uda keq beneran jadi penulis aja...hahaha) pasti ada ngebaca post gua yang berisi tentang percakapan antara seekor rubah dan seorang pangeran yang dikutip dari cerita "The Little Prince". Buat yang lom baca bisa dibaca disini.
Untuk semua hal didalam hidup kita, untuk belajar untuk ilmu, untuk bekerja untuk nafkah, untuk uang untuk kebutuhan. Waktu, adalah satu-satunya medium penukar apa saja di dalam alam semesta ini....pikirkan saja,... apa yang elo habiskan ketika belajar, ketika tidur, ketika bekerja, ketika elo masih hidup!
Sang Waktu, yang menurut Albert Einstein adalah dimensi keempat dalam alam..., yang bisa memberikan spesifikasi yang mendetail dari fosil2 yang ditemukan di permukaan bumi...
Sang Waktu, yang bisa memberikan apapun yang loe inginkan,
kecuali mungkin, waktu itu sendiri

Ironis bukan,... ketika Sang Waktu memihak kepadamu, anda memiliki banyak waktu untuk dihabiskan, tetapi anda sendiri tidak memihak kepadanya,.. tidak mempergunakan waktu dengan sebaik2nya. Hanya untuk menyadari bahwa ketika anda ingin memihak kepada waktu, -untuk merasakan lebih banyak waktu untuk menyelesaikan banyaknya hal2 yang sangat bergantung kepada waktu-, anda menemukan bahwa sang waktu tidak memihak kepadamu....

Setiap manusia hanya memiliki jumlah waktu tertentu yang dapat dihabiskan dalam 1 kehidupan...
Tetapi anda dapat membeli waktu, dengan menukarkan dengan kesehatan jasmani dan rohani anda sendiri...kesehatan mental memiliki nilai lebih tinggi dari kesehatan fisik....
tapi tetap saja, kesehatan mental tak akan dicapai tanpa kesehatan fisik...

waktu, harta karun dunia....
pergunakanlah dengan sebaik2nya....

Aldo,
session finished at 02.55

I can't Believe this!

Yesterday was just supposed to be another full moon day,.. if i never met this girl...
Last Year, when i'm struggling with my second semester midterm exam, there was this girl that accompany me...
and now, after i think everything was gonna be okay, at least until this semester final exam,...
just exactly what happened last year, happens again.....

The Full Moon was on 23th April 2005 (25th today, when i realized this)

I was just chatting with a malaysian girl, trying to get acquaintaced with her, when suddenly my WindowsMediaPlayer, which is playing songs by shuffling my whole music collection, suddenly played DavidTao's "月亮代表我的心" and then it just strikes me!

This Malaysian girl, whose name is called Phoebe Young, 楊秀秀, we met through friendster a few weeks ago, she was the one to add me in friendster, and i was the one to add her email to my msn....

we started chatting by msn only since 20thApril, and then continued every night....

Someone or Something must be playing with me!

well, yes, she was just graduated from high school, and told me that her college life is just goin to start at 3rdMay....(a typical "innocent" girl, if i may say......haha)
and a coincidence(?) that I am also facing my midterm exam this whole week......

I can only hope that she and i doesn't grow that "feeling" of missing each other ( she's so innocent, that i'm afraid i can hurt her feeling by talking nonsensical things....)

anyway, let's see how things develop in a few more weeks,...

and not forgetting my midterm, let us pray, and hope for the best....


btw, Stella, dia juga add frenster elo, link dari t4 gua, katanya sih ga merhatiin waktu ngeadd..
hahahaha... Serendipity huh.....

uhh yeahˇ......

aiyoooooo, really miss myself being one of them laaa....

Picture by MnM, posted by Hello

pose yang diambil benny waktu kita lagi jalan2 di taipei...hohoho

Picture by MnM, posted by Hello

My current Wallpaper....
everytime i look at it, i feel like i'm looking into a mystery...
somehow it makes me think about human.. the way we exist in this universe..
that in the very beginning and at the very past,
we are really nothing... everything is nothing....(sounds like tong sam cong liao..aiyooo)
(inikah yang disebut penerangan sempurna?...="= *mimpi kali*)
(gotta read Bill Bryson's "A Short History of Nearly Everything" if you wanna understand my thought...hehehe)

posted by Hello

Time for Myself

slept from 10pm to 3am, and i just can't find any reason to go to sleep anymore....and i thought i will give the time to myself....
I know, I've been absent in blogging for almost 2 months.... Actually, i got times when i feel like writing, but it's just that the time is not right... moreover, it's like i wanted to do it, but i can't command my mind into action,... strange feeling yoo,.... just the same with studying, i can feel times when i'm in need of studying, but I just can't lead myself to do that,...
maybe somekind of lack of willpower? willdo...

This whole week, from Monday to Friday, is our school's Overseas Student Cultural Exhibition.....
And I think I had whole lot of a good time with it... complemented with a good night sleep,... a great week!

There's this Malaysian girl that i've met b4, kinda attracted by her appearance, the way she dressed, the way she acted around her friends.... enough to draw my attention to her....
until Wednesday it was all ok, but later, i can't stop my eyes looking for her everytime i'm in the room........
ugh... i think i just have a crush on her........................................................ damn!!
it's hard being a Sag...;p

anyway, the week's over,.. and i hope i can slowly let her away, or wondrin whether time will work it's way around....

in just 2 weeks from now, I'll be facing my mid-term test.... sadly, i think won't be going to Pekan Olahraga Perpita this year, which is exactly the Saturday and Sunday of the week before the exam week...... bad bad bad.....

Well, good luck with the exam... in which i'll need it a LOT when It comes to my academic grade....combining it with studying, ( i don't write "a lot" do I?) Hope I'll pass this Sem without any failed subject... (oh yeah, I know it's hard, Really HARD!)

You know what I hate and love from this life?
The way that i'm in control of my life, but something else also controlling the way i control my life... some of you may think that i'm thinking too hard, or something like that,... maybe you guys r right...
obsessed with Life itself....

academic achievement.... i'm lacking it,... with only 2 weeks, let's hope for the worst....
that's why i hate myself.... but then i'll love myself if it comes up good....

I said that i need to learn, but i never learn....

is it my mind,.. that is playing with me?

04.46

Me, myself and Irene (lho)

todae's monday, and i want to write about what happened from the last friday until today.....
for some of you, you guys probably always like friday, as it is the last day goin to classes, doin chores, etc...

jumat ini, gua baru aja ngelewatin satu malam yang cukup khas, where i got to have the feeling that i'm alone for the whole night....
i went to the fair alone, enjoying myself, but something just doesn't felt right....
i was feeling lonely, eventhough there are lotsa people around me,

do you know that you can enjoy nature, especially when you are alone, when you are feeling lonely.... that it seemed everything around you is so beautiful...

(there's a phrase in the book Tuesday With Morrie, that describes exactly what i'm talking about)

I am supposed to be in class right now,....but i skipped it, for a simple reason, that i need to write down my feeling and thought that was overwhelming just now

I begin to feel how,... by making your own decision, gonna affect your future.....

What is EssenTial is Invisible to the Eye

"I am a fox," said the fox. "Come and play with me," proposed the little prince. "I am so unhappy." "I cannot play with you," the fox said. "I am not tamed."

"Ah! Please excuse me," said the little prince. But, after some thought, he added: "What does that mean, 'tame'?"

"It is an act too often neglected," said the fox. It means to establish ties." "'To establish ties'?"

"Just that," said the fox. "To me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you, on your part, have no need of me. To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world..."

"I am beginning to understand," said the little prince. "There is a flower... I think that she has tamed me..."

"Nothing is perfect," sighed the fox. But he came back to his idea. "My life is very monotonous," the fox said. "I hunt chickens; men hunt me. All the chickens are just alike, and all the men are just alike. And, in consequence, I am a little bored. But if you tame me, it will be as if the sun came to shine on my life . I shall know the sound of a step that will be different from all the others. Other steps send me hurrying back underneath the ground. Yours will call me, like music, out of my burrow. And then look: you see the grain-fields down yonder? I do not eat bread. Wheat is of no use to me. The wheat fields have nothing to say to me. And that is sad. But you have hair that is the colour of gold. Think how wonderful that will be when you have tamed me! The grain, which is also golden, will bring me back the thought of you. And I shall love to listen to the wind in the wheat..."

The fox gazed at the little prince, for a long time. "Please, tame me!" he said. "I want to, very much," the little prince replied. "But I have not much time. I have friends to discover, and a great many things to understand." "One only understands the things that one tames," said the fox. "Men have no more time to understand anything. They buy things all ready made at the shops. But there is no shop anywhere where one can buy friendship, and so men have no friends any more. If you want a friend, tame me..."

So the little prince tamed the fox. And when the hour of his departure drew near... "Ah," said the fox, "I shall cry." "It is your own fault," said the little prince. "I never wished you any sort of harm; but you wanted me to tame you..." "Yes, that is so," said the fox. "But now you are going to cry!" said the little prince. "Yes, that is so," said the fox. "Then it has done you no good at all!" "It has done me good," said the fox, "because of the color of the wheat fields." And then he added: "Go and look again at the roses. You will understand now that yours is unique in all the world. Then come back to say goodbye to me, and I will make you a present of a secret." ...

"Goodbye," said the fox. "And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye." "What is essential is invisible to the eye," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to remember. "It is the time you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important." "It is the time I have wasted for my rose..." said the little prince, so that he would be sure to remember. "Men have forgotten this truth," said the fox. "But you must not forget it. You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed. You are responsible for your rose..." "I am responsible for my rose," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to remember.

The Little Prince - Antoine de Saint-Exup


"He still had some doubts about the decision he had made. But he was able to understand one thing: making a decision was only the beginning of things. When someone makes a decision, he is really diving into a strong current that will carry him to places he had never dreamed of when he first made the decision."

The Alchemist - Paolo Coelho

Gotta read The Alchemist!!

Taicung-Taipei in 6 and a half hours..>.<

sebenarnya gua pengen ke congli weekend lalu, tgl 25 Feb-28 Feb....
ditambah tgl 28 kan hari libur... ga tau sih libur apaan... yang penting liburrr...XD

Expect the unexpected,

pas mo berangkat, eh, si Jiacung malah Msn ke gua kalo dia mo ke taipei naek skuter.....
(sebenarnya dia juga mao ke taipei, tapi awalnya bukan naek skuter, tapi alat transportasi yang lebih lazim, bus misalnya)....
gua mah, tanggapin dia sebagai joke... gila apa... naek skuter 3 jam dari sini ke taipei...(awalnya temen si jiacung bilank kalo 60km/jam bisa sampe dalam 3 jam, dan parahnya dimakan mentah2. pdahal uda tau kalo pas hari jumat itu bakalan ada angin dingin yang mo lewat taiwan)....

sooo, dia ga jadi melanjutkan pikiran anehnya untuk sementara.....

Waktu lagi nunggu bus kota, 7.30-7.55 dia trus-trusan ngulangin kata2nya ke taipei naek motor...
so I said "dalam 5 menit uda jam 8, kalo ga ada bus yang lewat, kita ke taipei naek motor"
(Serendipity, fate, destiny, decision, semua membaur jadi satu, menyerahkan semuanya kepada nasib)...
and so it went. The Funny thing is that: pas jam 8, malah ada bus yang datang tapi dari arah yang berlawanan, dan untuk menunggu bus tersebut memutar jalan memerlukan waktu lebih dari 15 menit...)
Maka jadilah kita ke Taipei naek Skuter....=.=....2 crazy guys doing some crazy stuff in some unbelieveable weather condition)

Called my nephew to tell her that i'm not goin to congli, but instead to taipei...i know she'll be abit disappointed....but hey! she's there with her bro, so i guess it's gonna be fine...

start dari dorm cowo NCHU jam 8.30, kata Jiacung kita perlu ke Ching Sui dulu baru dari sana di hitung 3 jam ke taipei...(i mean WTF!....) ok then, mari kita melanjutkan perjalanan ini(hey I loveeee adventure!!!)....dari kota ke ching sui aja uda perlu 1 jam lebih. Memang sih, udara di dalam kota ga dingin2 banget.... jadi dari kota ke ching sui lancar2 aja...

Problem malah muncul waktu di chingsui...karena daerah chingsui yang berada di dataran tinggi, angin dan temperatur disini lebih parah... menyebabkan kita hanya bisa bergerak sekitar 40 - 50 km/jam...

1 pelajaran yang perlu diingat: selama perjalanan dari taicung ke taipei, kita mengambil jalan nomor 1, (tanda segitiga terbalik yang berwarna biru dengan nomor 1 di tengahnya), setiap berhadapan dengan simpang tiga, selalu ambil jalan yang tengah. Gua selalu milih yang kanan, tapi intuisi jiacung lebih bagus, dia selalu milih yang tengah, dan karena dia yang membawa motor, maka kita beruntung, jalan yang ditempuh selalu benar..)

dari chingsui ke hsincu, yaitu sekitar pertengahan jalan taicung-taipei, uda jam 12 lebih...berarti uda 3 jam lebih,... pantat sakit, pinggang mo patah, otot paha pegal2, ditambah ujan yang cukup lebat,... kita sebenarnya mau bermalam di hsincu, tapi karena ga ada t4 tidur, kamar congta penuh, agus dan shindy ga bisa dicari, well,.... i guess we gotta finish what we intended to do in the first place....maka kita melanjutkan perjalanan...

dari hsincu ke taipei perjalanan lebih cepat, sekitar 60-70 km/jam.. karena waktu yang memang udah semakin larut dan cuaca yang semakin dingin + gerimis...

sampe hsincuang (daerah pinggiran taipei) uda jam 3 lbh, akhirnya sampe ke kamar wenhua cs uda sekitar 3.30....

phiuh!!

I'll never gonna do that again!,....
on second thought, maybe i will... if time comes, and i need to fulfill my destiny...

I love the feeling of doing something that not so many people willing to do ....(saggitarian!)
that's why I don't refuse when Jiacung asked me to accompany him...^__^
eventhough i'd thought about all the sacrifice i'm gonna take, all that pain, and cold,.
but for me, it pays off, fully! to met those friends, to joke with them, having those confusion about where to go, what to eat, seeing them making jokes to others, and alot of other things....
and the most important, is the story i'm gonna tell to all the people who wants to hear the story of my life)
^__^..


nite all.... 02.10 (end of session)

Not ready to write

Feels like writing some stuffs, but i can't let my emotion running,.. like something is clogging my mind....
soo, i think i'm just gonna spit a lil bit about the last 2 months...

back to Indonesia.. Yeah.. at 19 Jan.... spent a month, and then back again in Taiwan... at 18 Jan...

that's all...
small happening while in the plane from Kinabalu to KaoHsiung....
(I know it'll gonna cost some memory lost, but wth, gonna write it later, when i'm in the mood)....

This weekend on hsincu

lotsa things happened this weekend.... much of them are nice ones....but some aren't so good either....
my last trip there was last year's winter holiday...
i'm writing this because I want to keep my thought, and take lessons from my trip this time...

Friday night, 17 Dec 2004
me and acong got off to taicung train station at around 10.45, but when we got there, there is already no train, nor buses going to hsincu....asked here and there, at 1st we decided to return home, but when we tried to use our last chance, we got an answer that a bus is going to hsincu, but it will only drop us at hsincu's intertown's highway... with the price of 220!.. yeah, kinda expensive huh...but what the heck, and so we gone....

arrived there at almost 2 am in the morning...(yeah, we waited for an exchange bus for more than half hour at chauma's bus station)....got there, acong made a call, then we waited for them to bring us to the meeting place... after waited for about 10 minutes, I got a strange feeling telling me that they are coming, and then, looking at the other side of the road, i saw two motorcycle, my feeling suddenly told me that it's them, one must be tilong, and with a guy....I laughed at myself,.. "No way?!, is it really it?" and when they made it i just shocked, and laughed all the way....

saturday morning, KTV at cashbox...
tilong got her room key lost....
sleep at 6 am, and woke up at 12... for me, i didn't get to really conscious for half of the day....
1 thing learned:
- when i'm driving motorcycle following another, I can get so concentrated and that my eyes only looked at the red lamp behind the motorcycle.....it's like my mind is programmed just to follow what the one infront do, turning when he turned, braking when he braked....
I'm trying to reduce that happening by now, and i think i'm getting better and better....
and i think that's why i can hardly remember the road.....

saturday night, watching movie... National treasure...
nice movie, I think the theme is taken from the da vinci code.... because it also talked about the free mason secret society and the knight templar, and about treasure for the world...( get the point?)

sat night, when goin back to ciao ta's dorm, i saw a dead pigeon on the road, then, a dead rat,...
and then, my motorcycle goes out....
2nd lesson learned:
- when you don't know which level of unleaded gas the motorcycle use, always opt for the higher one....

sunday morning, to evening, trip to beipu,
nice place, too bad that the lion head mountain was too steep for our motorcycle to get there...

nice company by shindy's younger sister....

^^"

nite all - 01.51

Just found out

Maybe all that ads about my blog in bbs in not helping at all...

Yes, my blog has been read by more and more people,...
but something's changed....

usually, when writing my blog, I only considered a little for my readers....
most of the times, never even thought about them.....

but lately,...
I can't even write my blog the same way I used to be.....
Started a new post, but can't finish it.....
Maybe because I started it as an obligation to update my blog for my reader....
not for my self-fulfillment anymore.....
Kinda hate it.....

But I'm changing it....
been thinking about it for days....
and I thought... the reader wants to read what's in my heart and head....

It's not for them, The main reason I wrote those posts are for myself.
My blog is 4 myself to read, and for other's to find enlightment in reading my life, in my thought that is poured in here.....

^^y....
I'll write when I feel like writing....
I'll post when I feel like posting...


Ps: for reader,.. Thank You for the comments... Directly or Indirectly, Positive or Negative...

It's A Pleasure to Found Out that there are people who actually read your thoughts, and commented it....

Real Life AI??

Something inside me keeps telling me that
Just a Complex yet Simple Yes No Program.....
can simulate a real life Artificial Intelligence....

Dunno what made me said that,
maybe bcos of all those emotions, all those feelings I've through....

Felt something,.. but don't know what I feel....
know it's there, but don't know what it is....

and then deduct it to make a hypothesis......

XD, 亂想

Study laar

Becoming 20

In the morning,
kinda foggy,
made me feel like i'm somewhere else,...
those sunrays above the tree,
blurred by the fog...
those fresh air surround me....
someplace that doesn't belong in this world...
but in my heart.....
Today is my BirthDay
Today is Friday
Today i'm gonna Travel
Today is a FullMoon Night

Ah,.... life,.. at it's best

26 Nov 2004

Lately

Lately, I kinda have done lotsa thinking....maybe bcos my brain got more active time than the usual considering all the studying for the middterm exam...
When taking shower, when riding a bicycle, even when the teacher's talking!
It's like my mind can just wander off to anywhere he wanted to go, anytime...

problem2 kecil sehari2 yang biasanya luput dari pengamatan dan seperti menghilang dari dunia...

Percaya ga sih sarapan itu bisa menaikkan berat badan?
Berat badan gua ga pernah naek sejak datang dari Indo. Tapi gara2 kerjaan jadi tukang sampah semenjak mulainya semester3 yang mengharuskan gua untuk bisa bangun pagi....( jam 8 tiap pagi...T.T) Jadinya terbiasa deh ama sarapan pagi...Dan akhir2 ini sepertinya tubuh gua jadi tambah oke aja...XD(ato mungkin cuman gua yang merasa..... hahaha).

Kenapa gua sering merasa kalo sebagian anak kelas yang dicap sbg anak rajin bakalan jadi guru di masa depan??
Dari postur tubuh yang kurus, kecil, dan berkacamata bulat, (hampir sama deh ama guru di jurusan gua!) sampe sifat2 khas seperti terlalu polos(bisa ga senang kalo loe minjem jawaban latihan ), ga mempersoalkan penampilan(bisa pake baju2 "lama" plus bau badan yang "menyengat" ke kelas)..................hahahaha.... we'll leave those things to the future.


=p..... auk ah,... mending balek baca buku deh...
sebenarnya masi banyak hal2 laen yang cukup kreatif untuk dipikirkan.. cuman kebentur ama satu masalah terbesar....LUPA......=.=.....

^^ session ended at 02.28

......................................................................................................
The last day of October 2004
......................................................................................................
Study.........................................

Took 24 credits this semester, got only 36 credits from last year.

Before the start of this semester, Listened to how my senior told me how they was in their second year. I've been preparing myself for all the difficulties that I know i will face.
And it is.....
from most to least
Microelectronics, Advanced Engineering Math, Electromagnetics, Electronic Circuits, Data Structure, Microprocessor.
I'm working my best to save myself, but i don't think i'll make it all out.
if someof them gonna be sacrificed, i think it's the first two. The most difficult one. I don't even understand even when i've read it.(well, maybe bcos i only read it once or twice).

Money..........................

Started this semester with about 25000nt in bank. began working as a "garbage man" since September 2004 with an income of 3000nt permonth. With the additional 3300nt(gov suport money), the total income per month is around 6000nt. But my expenses permonth is 6000-8000nt. So i've been starting to save more money, so that i can buy a ticket back to Indo when this semester is over.

Love.............................

Only alil bit of it left now, to keep the memory of her, and all the times we passed 2gether.
The exitement of starting the new me also has gone dry, left behind only a few of the residue, the residue that has given me hope, to keep moving on, even in much slower pace now...
met two girls, both are sisters. kinda like to flirt with them, bcos of their reaction when i make jokes out of them. I think that the younger has begin to start thinking that i did all those things to get close to her, her eyesight makes me think so (maybe i'm exxagerrating things). Well, I dont think that she'll make the move, neither will i. Bcos, i'm not into that right now, bsides, she's just an 'average' girl.(girl reader dont get mad at me ok?!, I have my own appetite *lolz*)
that's about it,
session ended at 03.40

What a waste of Time!!!!

Sitting in front of my computer, without knowing what to do!
pathetic! should've done something more for my life!
What the heck am I thinking!
sitting there like waiting for sumthing to happen,
Gotta try not to let these kinda things happen again!
time's too precious to be left over just like that!
>.<
I need a light to lead my dark path.....
just hope i'm good enough to cross it.....

One kind of loneliness

13th oct ...

the time has come.....


Loneliness huh?
sitting in front of a computer with messenger online,... but not knowing what to do,.....
been through it lotsa times...
i guess it's just that, what's she's trying to avoid,...all those times...
and I think i just got lucky to be the one to be talked to......


so I was only exxagerating things........ hahaha...
made a fool out of myself..........

journey travelled, time passed, lesson learned, no regrets... .
Thank God I met you.


終於, 我寮解......
i understand it now... or I think I do...

Nice One......Love it

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.
You never know who these people may be;.... your roommate,..... your neighbor,....professor,..... long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger who,when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they may seem rather horrible,....painful and unfair,... but in reflection you will realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential, your strength, your will power of heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments, or true greatness and sheer stupidity;... all occur to test the limits of the soul.
Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smooth paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet who affect your life and helped create successes and downfalls you experienced, are the ones who create who you are. Even the bad experience can be learned from... Those lessons are the hardestand probably the most important ones!
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart... forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart, and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them.
Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen, let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it.

I wish you all the best in your endeavors as well as struggles in life.Have a fighting spirit and never hesitate to get back in the struggle!