hoho, minggu2 mendekati ujian akhir semester

emaaak! gua mo ujian nihhh....
emak: anakkuww, pigi belajar sono, jangan di depan komputer trus...
aku: tapi mak, meja belajar gua cuman satu, dan itu sekaligus meja komputer gua. gimana nih mak.
emak: sukurin. sapa suruh loe ga mo beli lcd. (=.=")

uda uda, percakapan yang terjadi secara maya ini cukup sampe disini.


mo nambah shoutbox juga nih, tapi gua rada males ngobrak ngabrik template. ada yang mo bantuin ga yah?

and stell, i think i understand the stick.(XD)

haha, another helluva long time...(i guess)

well well well....
uda ga tau berapa lama gua ga masuk ke t4 ini buat ngeblog.

atas permintaan dari seorang temen, maka gua kembali menghabiskan sebagian kecil waktu di depan komputerku untuk berbagi hidup dengan dunia.

terakhir gua nonton felem apaan yah... ah, Narnia. salah satu felm yang juga remake dari felem yang judulnya sama, tapi uda bertaon2 lalu. akhir2 ini banyak felem2 dandanan deh (maksudne pot(plot! bukan pot.) felemnya ngambil felem doeloe kala, trus didandanin deh pake CD, (CG kali!) lipstik, parfum, dll.

kongkong aka pak gingkong, katanya ga gitu seru sih, makanya ga pigi nonton (kalo cuman dandanin mah, cewe gua juga bisa) menurut gua sih gada spesialnya, kecuali adrien brody kali yah.

game yah, banyak yang baru sih, cuman akhir2 ini gua lebih sering maen ballistics ama maplestory.
ballistics itu game tentang kecepatan. cuman arenanya bukan diatas jalan ato offroad. tapi di suatu t4 tanpa gravity. dan loe bisa ngendarain kereta loe sampe speed diatas kecepatan suara.
dan tanpa nabrak rintangan.
maple story itu game online, ada versi international, tapi gua maen versi tw. gamenya gratis, keq gunbound loh, pake duit cuman buat beli aksesoris. bedanya yang ini game rpg. gunbound itu game t-b-action(turn based action).

and btw, buat yang mo ujian, met belajar(termasuk gua)(paling parah gua kali).
buat yang lom bisa lupain dia, belajar itu salah satu jurus ampuh (ga untuk semua orang sih, yang pasti gua bisa makin menuhin otak gua ama yang ga penting, keq bokep, dll)

Well, it's been a helluva long time

been busy, yeah, been very busy.
summerholiday, spent my whole day working, not bad, gotta save some money for myself.

have a girlfriend now, not bad, for a workaholic plus lazyholic, procrastinaholic.

haha.

well, life never have been better.

Aku memihak kepada waktu ketika Waktu tidak memihak kepadaku

Ada yang tau ga, kenapa gua memilih kalimat ini buat dijadiin Display Sentence di Msn gua...

buat pembaca setia, (ceilaaa, uda keq beneran jadi penulis aja...hahaha) pasti ada ngebaca post gua yang berisi tentang percakapan antara seekor rubah dan seorang pangeran yang dikutip dari cerita "The Little Prince". Buat yang lom baca bisa dibaca disini.
Untuk semua hal didalam hidup kita, untuk belajar untuk ilmu, untuk bekerja untuk nafkah, untuk uang untuk kebutuhan. Waktu, adalah satu-satunya medium penukar apa saja di dalam alam semesta ini....pikirkan saja,... apa yang elo habiskan ketika belajar, ketika tidur, ketika bekerja, ketika elo masih hidup!
Sang Waktu, yang menurut Albert Einstein adalah dimensi keempat dalam alam..., yang bisa memberikan spesifikasi yang mendetail dari fosil2 yang ditemukan di permukaan bumi...
Sang Waktu, yang bisa memberikan apapun yang loe inginkan,
kecuali mungkin, waktu itu sendiri

Ironis bukan,... ketika Sang Waktu memihak kepadamu, anda memiliki banyak waktu untuk dihabiskan, tetapi anda sendiri tidak memihak kepadanya,.. tidak mempergunakan waktu dengan sebaik2nya. Hanya untuk menyadari bahwa ketika anda ingin memihak kepada waktu, -untuk merasakan lebih banyak waktu untuk menyelesaikan banyaknya hal2 yang sangat bergantung kepada waktu-, anda menemukan bahwa sang waktu tidak memihak kepadamu....

Setiap manusia hanya memiliki jumlah waktu tertentu yang dapat dihabiskan dalam 1 kehidupan...
Tetapi anda dapat membeli waktu, dengan menukarkan dengan kesehatan jasmani dan rohani anda sendiri...kesehatan mental memiliki nilai lebih tinggi dari kesehatan fisik....
tapi tetap saja, kesehatan mental tak akan dicapai tanpa kesehatan fisik...

waktu, harta karun dunia....
pergunakanlah dengan sebaik2nya....

Aldo,
session finished at 02.55

I can't Believe this!

Yesterday was just supposed to be another full moon day,.. if i never met this girl...
Last Year, when i'm struggling with my second semester midterm exam, there was this girl that accompany me...
and now, after i think everything was gonna be okay, at least until this semester final exam,...
just exactly what happened last year, happens again.....

The Full Moon was on 23th April 2005 (25th today, when i realized this)

I was just chatting with a malaysian girl, trying to get acquaintaced with her, when suddenly my WindowsMediaPlayer, which is playing songs by shuffling my whole music collection, suddenly played DavidTao's "月亮代表我的心" and then it just strikes me!

This Malaysian girl, whose name is called Phoebe Young, 楊秀秀, we met through friendster a few weeks ago, she was the one to add me in friendster, and i was the one to add her email to my msn....

we started chatting by msn only since 20thApril, and then continued every night....

Someone or Something must be playing with me!

well, yes, she was just graduated from high school, and told me that her college life is just goin to start at 3rdMay....(a typical "innocent" girl, if i may say......haha)
and a coincidence(?) that I am also facing my midterm exam this whole week......

I can only hope that she and i doesn't grow that "feeling" of missing each other ( she's so innocent, that i'm afraid i can hurt her feeling by talking nonsensical things....)

anyway, let's see how things develop in a few more weeks,...

and not forgetting my midterm, let us pray, and hope for the best....


btw, Stella, dia juga add frenster elo, link dari t4 gua, katanya sih ga merhatiin waktu ngeadd..
hahahaha... Serendipity huh.....

uhh yeahˇ......

aiyoooooo, really miss myself being one of them laaa....

Picture by MnM, posted by Hello

pose yang diambil benny waktu kita lagi jalan2 di taipei...hohoho

Picture by MnM, posted by Hello

My current Wallpaper....
everytime i look at it, i feel like i'm looking into a mystery...
somehow it makes me think about human.. the way we exist in this universe..
that in the very beginning and at the very past,
we are really nothing... everything is nothing....(sounds like tong sam cong liao..aiyooo)
(inikah yang disebut penerangan sempurna?...="= *mimpi kali*)
(gotta read Bill Bryson's "A Short History of Nearly Everything" if you wanna understand my thought...hehehe)

posted by Hello

Time for Myself

slept from 10pm to 3am, and i just can't find any reason to go to sleep anymore....and i thought i will give the time to myself....
I know, I've been absent in blogging for almost 2 months.... Actually, i got times when i feel like writing, but it's just that the time is not right... moreover, it's like i wanted to do it, but i can't command my mind into action,... strange feeling yoo,.... just the same with studying, i can feel times when i'm in need of studying, but I just can't lead myself to do that,...
maybe somekind of lack of willpower? willdo...

This whole week, from Monday to Friday, is our school's Overseas Student Cultural Exhibition.....
And I think I had whole lot of a good time with it... complemented with a good night sleep,... a great week!

There's this Malaysian girl that i've met b4, kinda attracted by her appearance, the way she dressed, the way she acted around her friends.... enough to draw my attention to her....
until Wednesday it was all ok, but later, i can't stop my eyes looking for her everytime i'm in the room........
ugh... i think i just have a crush on her........................................................ damn!!
it's hard being a Sag...;p

anyway, the week's over,.. and i hope i can slowly let her away, or wondrin whether time will work it's way around....

in just 2 weeks from now, I'll be facing my mid-term test.... sadly, i think won't be going to Pekan Olahraga Perpita this year, which is exactly the Saturday and Sunday of the week before the exam week...... bad bad bad.....

Well, good luck with the exam... in which i'll need it a LOT when It comes to my academic grade....combining it with studying, ( i don't write "a lot" do I?) Hope I'll pass this Sem without any failed subject... (oh yeah, I know it's hard, Really HARD!)

You know what I hate and love from this life?
The way that i'm in control of my life, but something else also controlling the way i control my life... some of you may think that i'm thinking too hard, or something like that,... maybe you guys r right...
obsessed with Life itself....

academic achievement.... i'm lacking it,... with only 2 weeks, let's hope for the worst....
that's why i hate myself.... but then i'll love myself if it comes up good....

I said that i need to learn, but i never learn....

is it my mind,.. that is playing with me?

04.46

Me, myself and Irene (lho)

todae's monday, and i want to write about what happened from the last friday until today.....
for some of you, you guys probably always like friday, as it is the last day goin to classes, doin chores, etc...

jumat ini, gua baru aja ngelewatin satu malam yang cukup khas, where i got to have the feeling that i'm alone for the whole night....
i went to the fair alone, enjoying myself, but something just doesn't felt right....
i was feeling lonely, eventhough there are lotsa people around me,

do you know that you can enjoy nature, especially when you are alone, when you are feeling lonely.... that it seemed everything around you is so beautiful...

(there's a phrase in the book Tuesday With Morrie, that describes exactly what i'm talking about)

I am supposed to be in class right now,....but i skipped it, for a simple reason, that i need to write down my feeling and thought that was overwhelming just now

I begin to feel how,... by making your own decision, gonna affect your future.....

What is EssenTial is Invisible to the Eye

"I am a fox," said the fox. "Come and play with me," proposed the little prince. "I am so unhappy." "I cannot play with you," the fox said. "I am not tamed."

"Ah! Please excuse me," said the little prince. But, after some thought, he added: "What does that mean, 'tame'?"

"It is an act too often neglected," said the fox. It means to establish ties." "'To establish ties'?"

"Just that," said the fox. "To me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you, on your part, have no need of me. To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world..."

"I am beginning to understand," said the little prince. "There is a flower... I think that she has tamed me..."

"Nothing is perfect," sighed the fox. But he came back to his idea. "My life is very monotonous," the fox said. "I hunt chickens; men hunt me. All the chickens are just alike, and all the men are just alike. And, in consequence, I am a little bored. But if you tame me, it will be as if the sun came to shine on my life . I shall know the sound of a step that will be different from all the others. Other steps send me hurrying back underneath the ground. Yours will call me, like music, out of my burrow. And then look: you see the grain-fields down yonder? I do not eat bread. Wheat is of no use to me. The wheat fields have nothing to say to me. And that is sad. But you have hair that is the colour of gold. Think how wonderful that will be when you have tamed me! The grain, which is also golden, will bring me back the thought of you. And I shall love to listen to the wind in the wheat..."

The fox gazed at the little prince, for a long time. "Please, tame me!" he said. "I want to, very much," the little prince replied. "But I have not much time. I have friends to discover, and a great many things to understand." "One only understands the things that one tames," said the fox. "Men have no more time to understand anything. They buy things all ready made at the shops. But there is no shop anywhere where one can buy friendship, and so men have no friends any more. If you want a friend, tame me..."

So the little prince tamed the fox. And when the hour of his departure drew near... "Ah," said the fox, "I shall cry." "It is your own fault," said the little prince. "I never wished you any sort of harm; but you wanted me to tame you..." "Yes, that is so," said the fox. "But now you are going to cry!" said the little prince. "Yes, that is so," said the fox. "Then it has done you no good at all!" "It has done me good," said the fox, "because of the color of the wheat fields." And then he added: "Go and look again at the roses. You will understand now that yours is unique in all the world. Then come back to say goodbye to me, and I will make you a present of a secret." ...

"Goodbye," said the fox. "And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye." "What is essential is invisible to the eye," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to remember. "It is the time you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important." "It is the time I have wasted for my rose..." said the little prince, so that he would be sure to remember. "Men have forgotten this truth," said the fox. "But you must not forget it. You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed. You are responsible for your rose..." "I am responsible for my rose," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to remember.

The Little Prince - Antoine de Saint-Exup


"He still had some doubts about the decision he had made. But he was able to understand one thing: making a decision was only the beginning of things. When someone makes a decision, he is really diving into a strong current that will carry him to places he had never dreamed of when he first made the decision."

The Alchemist - Paolo Coelho

Gotta read The Alchemist!!

Taicung-Taipei in 6 and a half hours..>.<

sebenarnya gua pengen ke congli weekend lalu, tgl 25 Feb-28 Feb....
ditambah tgl 28 kan hari libur... ga tau sih libur apaan... yang penting liburrr...XD

Expect the unexpected,

pas mo berangkat, eh, si Jiacung malah Msn ke gua kalo dia mo ke taipei naek skuter.....
(sebenarnya dia juga mao ke taipei, tapi awalnya bukan naek skuter, tapi alat transportasi yang lebih lazim, bus misalnya)....
gua mah, tanggapin dia sebagai joke... gila apa... naek skuter 3 jam dari sini ke taipei...(awalnya temen si jiacung bilank kalo 60km/jam bisa sampe dalam 3 jam, dan parahnya dimakan mentah2. pdahal uda tau kalo pas hari jumat itu bakalan ada angin dingin yang mo lewat taiwan)....

sooo, dia ga jadi melanjutkan pikiran anehnya untuk sementara.....

Waktu lagi nunggu bus kota, 7.30-7.55 dia trus-trusan ngulangin kata2nya ke taipei naek motor...
so I said "dalam 5 menit uda jam 8, kalo ga ada bus yang lewat, kita ke taipei naek motor"
(Serendipity, fate, destiny, decision, semua membaur jadi satu, menyerahkan semuanya kepada nasib)...
and so it went. The Funny thing is that: pas jam 8, malah ada bus yang datang tapi dari arah yang berlawanan, dan untuk menunggu bus tersebut memutar jalan memerlukan waktu lebih dari 15 menit...)
Maka jadilah kita ke Taipei naek Skuter....=.=....2 crazy guys doing some crazy stuff in some unbelieveable weather condition)

Called my nephew to tell her that i'm not goin to congli, but instead to taipei...i know she'll be abit disappointed....but hey! she's there with her bro, so i guess it's gonna be fine...

start dari dorm cowo NCHU jam 8.30, kata Jiacung kita perlu ke Ching Sui dulu baru dari sana di hitung 3 jam ke taipei...(i mean WTF!....) ok then, mari kita melanjutkan perjalanan ini(hey I loveeee adventure!!!)....dari kota ke ching sui aja uda perlu 1 jam lebih. Memang sih, udara di dalam kota ga dingin2 banget.... jadi dari kota ke ching sui lancar2 aja...

Problem malah muncul waktu di chingsui...karena daerah chingsui yang berada di dataran tinggi, angin dan temperatur disini lebih parah... menyebabkan kita hanya bisa bergerak sekitar 40 - 50 km/jam...

1 pelajaran yang perlu diingat: selama perjalanan dari taicung ke taipei, kita mengambil jalan nomor 1, (tanda segitiga terbalik yang berwarna biru dengan nomor 1 di tengahnya), setiap berhadapan dengan simpang tiga, selalu ambil jalan yang tengah. Gua selalu milih yang kanan, tapi intuisi jiacung lebih bagus, dia selalu milih yang tengah, dan karena dia yang membawa motor, maka kita beruntung, jalan yang ditempuh selalu benar..)

dari chingsui ke hsincu, yaitu sekitar pertengahan jalan taicung-taipei, uda jam 12 lebih...berarti uda 3 jam lebih,... pantat sakit, pinggang mo patah, otot paha pegal2, ditambah ujan yang cukup lebat,... kita sebenarnya mau bermalam di hsincu, tapi karena ga ada t4 tidur, kamar congta penuh, agus dan shindy ga bisa dicari, well,.... i guess we gotta finish what we intended to do in the first place....maka kita melanjutkan perjalanan...

dari hsincu ke taipei perjalanan lebih cepat, sekitar 60-70 km/jam.. karena waktu yang memang udah semakin larut dan cuaca yang semakin dingin + gerimis...

sampe hsincuang (daerah pinggiran taipei) uda jam 3 lbh, akhirnya sampe ke kamar wenhua cs uda sekitar 3.30....

phiuh!!

I'll never gonna do that again!,....
on second thought, maybe i will... if time comes, and i need to fulfill my destiny...

I love the feeling of doing something that not so many people willing to do ....(saggitarian!)
that's why I don't refuse when Jiacung asked me to accompany him...^__^
eventhough i'd thought about all the sacrifice i'm gonna take, all that pain, and cold,.
but for me, it pays off, fully! to met those friends, to joke with them, having those confusion about where to go, what to eat, seeing them making jokes to others, and alot of other things....
and the most important, is the story i'm gonna tell to all the people who wants to hear the story of my life)
^__^..


nite all.... 02.10 (end of session)

Not ready to write

Feels like writing some stuffs, but i can't let my emotion running,.. like something is clogging my mind....
soo, i think i'm just gonna spit a lil bit about the last 2 months...

back to Indonesia.. Yeah.. at 19 Jan.... spent a month, and then back again in Taiwan... at 18 Jan...

that's all...
small happening while in the plane from Kinabalu to KaoHsiung....
(I know it'll gonna cost some memory lost, but wth, gonna write it later, when i'm in the mood)....