I can't Believe this!

Yesterday was just supposed to be another full moon day,.. if i never met this girl...
Last Year, when i'm struggling with my second semester midterm exam, there was this girl that accompany me...
and now, after i think everything was gonna be okay, at least until this semester final exam,...
just exactly what happened last year, happens again.....

The Full Moon was on 23th April 2005 (25th today, when i realized this)

I was just chatting with a malaysian girl, trying to get acquaintaced with her, when suddenly my WindowsMediaPlayer, which is playing songs by shuffling my whole music collection, suddenly played DavidTao's "月亮代表我的心" and then it just strikes me!

This Malaysian girl, whose name is called Phoebe Young, 楊秀秀, we met through friendster a few weeks ago, she was the one to add me in friendster, and i was the one to add her email to my msn....

we started chatting by msn only since 20thApril, and then continued every night....

Someone or Something must be playing with me!

well, yes, she was just graduated from high school, and told me that her college life is just goin to start at 3rdMay....(a typical "innocent" girl, if i may say......haha)
and a coincidence(?) that I am also facing my midterm exam this whole week......

I can only hope that she and i doesn't grow that "feeling" of missing each other ( she's so innocent, that i'm afraid i can hurt her feeling by talking nonsensical things....)

anyway, let's see how things develop in a few more weeks,...

and not forgetting my midterm, let us pray, and hope for the best....


btw, Stella, dia juga add frenster elo, link dari t4 gua, katanya sih ga merhatiin waktu ngeadd..
hahahaha... Serendipity huh.....

uhh yeahˇ......

aiyoooooo, really miss myself being one of them laaa....

Picture by MnM, posted by Hello

pose yang diambil benny waktu kita lagi jalan2 di taipei...hohoho

Picture by MnM, posted by Hello

My current Wallpaper....
everytime i look at it, i feel like i'm looking into a mystery...
somehow it makes me think about human.. the way we exist in this universe..
that in the very beginning and at the very past,
we are really nothing... everything is nothing....(sounds like tong sam cong liao..aiyooo)
(inikah yang disebut penerangan sempurna?...="= *mimpi kali*)
(gotta read Bill Bryson's "A Short History of Nearly Everything" if you wanna understand my thought...hehehe)

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Time for Myself

slept from 10pm to 3am, and i just can't find any reason to go to sleep anymore....and i thought i will give the time to myself....
I know, I've been absent in blogging for almost 2 months.... Actually, i got times when i feel like writing, but it's just that the time is not right... moreover, it's like i wanted to do it, but i can't command my mind into action,... strange feeling yoo,.... just the same with studying, i can feel times when i'm in need of studying, but I just can't lead myself to do that,...
maybe somekind of lack of willpower? willdo...

This whole week, from Monday to Friday, is our school's Overseas Student Cultural Exhibition.....
And I think I had whole lot of a good time with it... complemented with a good night sleep,... a great week!

There's this Malaysian girl that i've met b4, kinda attracted by her appearance, the way she dressed, the way she acted around her friends.... enough to draw my attention to her....
until Wednesday it was all ok, but later, i can't stop my eyes looking for her everytime i'm in the room........
ugh... i think i just have a crush on her........................................................ damn!!
it's hard being a Sag...;p

anyway, the week's over,.. and i hope i can slowly let her away, or wondrin whether time will work it's way around....

in just 2 weeks from now, I'll be facing my mid-term test.... sadly, i think won't be going to Pekan Olahraga Perpita this year, which is exactly the Saturday and Sunday of the week before the exam week...... bad bad bad.....

Well, good luck with the exam... in which i'll need it a LOT when It comes to my academic grade....combining it with studying, ( i don't write "a lot" do I?) Hope I'll pass this Sem without any failed subject... (oh yeah, I know it's hard, Really HARD!)

You know what I hate and love from this life?
The way that i'm in control of my life, but something else also controlling the way i control my life... some of you may think that i'm thinking too hard, or something like that,... maybe you guys r right...
obsessed with Life itself....

academic achievement.... i'm lacking it,... with only 2 weeks, let's hope for the worst....
that's why i hate myself.... but then i'll love myself if it comes up good....

I said that i need to learn, but i never learn....

is it my mind,.. that is playing with me?

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