rendang

zzzz 我今天應該跟一些人說一聲對不起.
真慘啊
我好自私喔.真的好小氣.
應該要幫她們準備一下的.
zzzz
收不了

快到十字路口

吃喝玩樂的五年大學, 也快結束了.
進入社會的時間也快到了, 等我暑修完, 領了畢業證書, 就是正式的開始.
要面對的不少, 除了找適合的工作, 還要面對我的未來做決定.
還有家的壓力, 兩位弟弟還在大學, 爸爸快退休, 媽媽一真希望我回去陪他.
我想說, 可以留在台灣, 為什麼不留呢. 雖然最近政治不太穩定,

其實, 人要活的快樂, 活得沒有後悔, 才正正感受到生活. 因為那些痛苦, 那些悲哀, 只是用來教我們怎麼去珍惜快樂, 喜愛.

not feeling well today

fcuk....
全部悶在心裡的感覺真不舒服...

是我太自閉了嗎?
聊天, 跟人家分享心事啊....

找不到好朋友還是你本來就是不想被人家董吧...
悶在家, 翹課, 下禮拜要考試卻不讀書, 電腦前面玩無聊遊戲

春假@藝術中心

just sitting on this seat make me feel useless....
zzzz....
so i decided to write something that comes to my mind.

I was playing this game. Thing-thing 4.
a great game indeed. to kill until you are killed.
until i was stuck in the 2nd elevator for about 10 mins.... and i think i've had enough. haha

right now im on my part time job as a waiter who sits next to the entrance, and to ask people for their autograph. kinda boring, but i love this job. I get surrounded by art!
This time the exhibition is a photography exhibition. by 董敏 and 莊靈. i have some photograph of the exhibition. i'll upload it when i can..

btw
im soo poor right now that i dont even have the money to buy me new clothes.... i case i can't pay next month' rent for my home.

i have to find a way to make money, lots of it, and fast. of course not by doing some illegal stuffs like selling Ma, or Coke, or even Ex..
right now i'm still finding my own road to walk through. and i need every help i can get to guide me to that road.

for me, money isn't always a problem, i've been living in a middle income family for my whole life, and now is my turning point.