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CSI

Kemarin malam, lagi nonton CSI(crime scene investigation), and that eps is talking about human assumption.

it's human nature to make assumptions, hell it's even carved into our brain.
we make assumptions bcos when we need more information of something, but lack the source, so we improvise, use existing information to MAKE more information, regardless of true or false.
and that's a part that made us human, vulnerable.

nganggur

yah, begitulah hidup gua akhir2 ini, tanpa kerjaan, nunggu summer course bulan 8, tiap hari cuman duduk di depan kompie ga tau mo ngapain.
ngegame, ga ada game yang pas di hati; Nonton felem, bosen! Jalan2, katek duit buat minyak.
akhirnya yah, mulai d browsing2an. Awalnya ga tau mo browsing apaan, mulai dari blog temen aja d.
Akhirnya yah, disini juga saya, mengakhiri hiatus panjang yang tak kunjung selesai.
agak malas memang, soalnya otak gua yang lelet ini dipaksa lagi untuk mengarang paragraf2 baru yang mungkin dibaca oleh seluruh dunia, mungkin juga hanya satu.

cya.

Sampai mana kerusakan telinga anda?

baca artikel

tau kan kebiasaan anak2 muda jaman sekarang? Ipod dikantong, hape ketempel di telinga, dugem tiap malam, denger loud music di kamar.

tapi anda tau ga, sudah sejauh mana kerusakan telinga anda?
sebagai anak2 sekolah, pasti diajarin kalo batas pendengaran telinga manusia paling tinggi adalah 20khz. but the real life doesnt make it that way.

akhir2 ini kebaca berita kalo di amrik sana, ada satu ringtone, namanya mosquito, soalnya dia merupakan high pitch ringtone, lebih dari 15khz, dan ringtone ini digunakan oleh pelajar di amrik untuk ngecheat dalam ujian. Soalnya gurunya ga bisa ngedengar suara tinggi tersebut.

trus ada lagi, tapi kali ini anak muda yang jadi sasarannya, suara tinggi itu, yang katanya lebih dari 16khz, digunakan di pusat2 perbelanjaan untuk mengusir pengutil.

soft focus n glow 

a lil' bit of straightening, plus focal-BW, and softening.. 

 

失去了自己, 忘記了目的

我最進沒有活力了, 有想死的感覺,不管有沒有唸書, 考試都會考不好.... 我對自己已經失去了信心...對電機也失去了信心...感覺好像我不適合唸這個係, 生活過的很痛苦....唸了整各禮拜, 卻考的很難看, 為什麼...是我唸書的方式嘛, 還是我頭腦本來就沒辦發了....我不知道, 真的....我迷路了, 不知到該怎麼走才好...感覺像已經沒有希望了...失去了我的夢想... 那個理想的想法....有時候, 好討厭自己, 還是向各小孩, 需要別人為我做是, 不想管很多....期末考快到了, 卻少了唸書的動力...就算有唸書的動力, 唸了也還是考不好...真討厭.... 這學起該怎麼過勒....

the weatherman

do you know that the harder things to do, and the right things to do,
usually has the same meaning.

there is nothing that has meaning, is easy to do.
easy doesn't comes into grown up life...

fuck.....

stressed?!

new semester, new problems.
選專題, 很重的科目. 壓力太大.

我不知道要不要繼續讀下去這個學系.

我難過. 每飭都好像逼自己去上課, 去讀書.

明明沒興趣, 可能是因為很難讀的關西.

不懂課的內容. 一真被當. 害我現在想休學. 然後考慮轉學.

轉學也不知道要轉到哪裡.
數位多媒體設計好像不錯.
我自己也不知道....

hoho, minggu2 mendekati ujian akhir semester

emaaak! gua mo ujian nihhh....
emak: anakkuww, pigi belajar sono, jangan di depan komputer trus...
aku: tapi mak, meja belajar gua cuman satu, dan itu sekaligus meja komputer gua. gimana nih mak.
emak: sukurin. sapa suruh loe ga mo beli lcd. (=.=")

uda uda, percakapan yang terjadi secara maya ini cukup sampe disini.


mo nambah shoutbox juga nih, tapi gua rada males ngobrak ngabrik template. ada yang mo bantuin ga yah?

and stell, i think i understand the stick.(XD)

haha, another helluva long time...(i guess)

well well well....
uda ga tau berapa lama gua ga masuk ke t4 ini buat ngeblog.

atas permintaan dari seorang temen, maka gua kembali menghabiskan sebagian kecil waktu di depan komputerku untuk berbagi hidup dengan dunia.

terakhir gua nonton felem apaan yah... ah, Narnia. salah satu felm yang juga remake dari felem yang judulnya sama, tapi uda bertaon2 lalu. akhir2 ini banyak felem2 dandanan deh (maksudne pot(plot! bukan pot.) felemnya ngambil felem doeloe kala, trus didandanin deh pake CD, (CG kali!) lipstik, parfum, dll.

kongkong aka pak gingkong, katanya ga gitu seru sih, makanya ga pigi nonton (kalo cuman dandanin mah, cewe gua juga bisa) menurut gua sih gada spesialnya, kecuali adrien brody kali yah.

game yah, banyak yang baru sih, cuman akhir2 ini gua lebih sering maen ballistics ama maplestory.
ballistics itu game tentang kecepatan. cuman arenanya bukan diatas jalan ato offroad. tapi di suatu t4 tanpa gravity. dan loe bisa ngendarain kereta loe sampe speed diatas kecepatan suara.
dan tanpa nabrak rintangan.
maple story itu game online, ada versi international, tapi gua maen versi tw. gamenya gratis, keq gunbound loh, pake duit cuman buat beli aksesoris. bedanya yang ini game rpg. gunbound itu game t-b-action(turn based action).

and btw, buat yang mo ujian, met belajar(termasuk gua)(paling parah gua kali).
buat yang lom bisa lupain dia, belajar itu salah satu jurus ampuh (ga untuk semua orang sih, yang pasti gua bisa makin menuhin otak gua ama yang ga penting, keq bokep, dll)

Well, it's been a helluva long time

been busy, yeah, been very busy.
summerholiday, spent my whole day working, not bad, gotta save some money for myself.

have a girlfriend now, not bad, for a workaholic plus lazyholic, procrastinaholic.

haha.

well, life never have been better.

Aku memihak kepada waktu ketika Waktu tidak memihak kepadaku

Ada yang tau ga, kenapa gua memilih kalimat ini buat dijadiin Display Sentence di Msn gua...

buat pembaca setia, (ceilaaa, uda keq beneran jadi penulis aja...hahaha) pasti ada ngebaca post gua yang berisi tentang percakapan antara seekor rubah dan seorang pangeran yang dikutip dari cerita "The Little Prince". Buat yang lom baca bisa dibaca disini.
Untuk semua hal didalam hidup kita, untuk belajar untuk ilmu, untuk bekerja untuk nafkah, untuk uang untuk kebutuhan. Waktu, adalah satu-satunya medium penukar apa saja di dalam alam semesta ini....pikirkan saja,... apa yang elo habiskan ketika belajar, ketika tidur, ketika bekerja, ketika elo masih hidup!
Sang Waktu, yang menurut Albert Einstein adalah dimensi keempat dalam alam..., yang bisa memberikan spesifikasi yang mendetail dari fosil2 yang ditemukan di permukaan bumi...
Sang Waktu, yang bisa memberikan apapun yang loe inginkan,
kecuali mungkin, waktu itu sendiri

Ironis bukan,... ketika Sang Waktu memihak kepadamu, anda memiliki banyak waktu untuk dihabiskan, tetapi anda sendiri tidak memihak kepadanya,.. tidak mempergunakan waktu dengan sebaik2nya. Hanya untuk menyadari bahwa ketika anda ingin memihak kepada waktu, -untuk merasakan lebih banyak waktu untuk menyelesaikan banyaknya hal2 yang sangat bergantung kepada waktu-, anda menemukan bahwa sang waktu tidak memihak kepadamu....

Setiap manusia hanya memiliki jumlah waktu tertentu yang dapat dihabiskan dalam 1 kehidupan...
Tetapi anda dapat membeli waktu, dengan menukarkan dengan kesehatan jasmani dan rohani anda sendiri...kesehatan mental memiliki nilai lebih tinggi dari kesehatan fisik....
tapi tetap saja, kesehatan mental tak akan dicapai tanpa kesehatan fisik...

waktu, harta karun dunia....
pergunakanlah dengan sebaik2nya....

Aldo,
session finished at 02.55

I can't Believe this!

Yesterday was just supposed to be another full moon day,.. if i never met this girl...
Last Year, when i'm struggling with my second semester midterm exam, there was this girl that accompany me...
and now, after i think everything was gonna be okay, at least until this semester final exam,...
just exactly what happened last year, happens again.....

The Full Moon was on 23th April 2005 (25th today, when i realized this)

I was just chatting with a malaysian girl, trying to get acquaintaced with her, when suddenly my WindowsMediaPlayer, which is playing songs by shuffling my whole music collection, suddenly played DavidTao's "月亮代表我的心" and then it just strikes me!

This Malaysian girl, whose name is called Phoebe Young, 楊秀秀, we met through friendster a few weeks ago, she was the one to add me in friendster, and i was the one to add her email to my msn....

we started chatting by msn only since 20thApril, and then continued every night....

Someone or Something must be playing with me!

well, yes, she was just graduated from high school, and told me that her college life is just goin to start at 3rdMay....(a typical "innocent" girl, if i may say......haha)
and a coincidence(?) that I am also facing my midterm exam this whole week......

I can only hope that she and i doesn't grow that "feeling" of missing each other ( she's so innocent, that i'm afraid i can hurt her feeling by talking nonsensical things....)

anyway, let's see how things develop in a few more weeks,...

and not forgetting my midterm, let us pray, and hope for the best....


btw, Stella, dia juga add frenster elo, link dari t4 gua, katanya sih ga merhatiin waktu ngeadd..
hahahaha... Serendipity huh.....

uhh yeahˇ......

aiyoooooo, really miss myself being one of them laaa....

Picture by MnM, posted by Hello

pose yang diambil benny waktu kita lagi jalan2 di taipei...hohoho

Picture by MnM, posted by Hello

My current Wallpaper....
everytime i look at it, i feel like i'm looking into a mystery...
somehow it makes me think about human.. the way we exist in this universe..
that in the very beginning and at the very past,
we are really nothing... everything is nothing....(sounds like tong sam cong liao..aiyooo)
(inikah yang disebut penerangan sempurna?...="= *mimpi kali*)
(gotta read Bill Bryson's "A Short History of Nearly Everything" if you wanna understand my thought...hehehe)

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Time for Myself

slept from 10pm to 3am, and i just can't find any reason to go to sleep anymore....and i thought i will give the time to myself....
I know, I've been absent in blogging for almost 2 months.... Actually, i got times when i feel like writing, but it's just that the time is not right... moreover, it's like i wanted to do it, but i can't command my mind into action,... strange feeling yoo,.... just the same with studying, i can feel times when i'm in need of studying, but I just can't lead myself to do that,...
maybe somekind of lack of willpower? willdo...

This whole week, from Monday to Friday, is our school's Overseas Student Cultural Exhibition.....
And I think I had whole lot of a good time with it... complemented with a good night sleep,... a great week!

There's this Malaysian girl that i've met b4, kinda attracted by her appearance, the way she dressed, the way she acted around her friends.... enough to draw my attention to her....
until Wednesday it was all ok, but later, i can't stop my eyes looking for her everytime i'm in the room........
ugh... i think i just have a crush on her........................................................ damn!!
it's hard being a Sag...;p

anyway, the week's over,.. and i hope i can slowly let her away, or wondrin whether time will work it's way around....

in just 2 weeks from now, I'll be facing my mid-term test.... sadly, i think won't be going to Pekan Olahraga Perpita this year, which is exactly the Saturday and Sunday of the week before the exam week...... bad bad bad.....

Well, good luck with the exam... in which i'll need it a LOT when It comes to my academic grade....combining it with studying, ( i don't write "a lot" do I?) Hope I'll pass this Sem without any failed subject... (oh yeah, I know it's hard, Really HARD!)

You know what I hate and love from this life?
The way that i'm in control of my life, but something else also controlling the way i control my life... some of you may think that i'm thinking too hard, or something like that,... maybe you guys r right...
obsessed with Life itself....

academic achievement.... i'm lacking it,... with only 2 weeks, let's hope for the worst....
that's why i hate myself.... but then i'll love myself if it comes up good....

I said that i need to learn, but i never learn....

is it my mind,.. that is playing with me?

04.46

Me, myself and Irene (lho)

todae's monday, and i want to write about what happened from the last friday until today.....
for some of you, you guys probably always like friday, as it is the last day goin to classes, doin chores, etc...

jumat ini, gua baru aja ngelewatin satu malam yang cukup khas, where i got to have the feeling that i'm alone for the whole night....
i went to the fair alone, enjoying myself, but something just doesn't felt right....
i was feeling lonely, eventhough there are lotsa people around me,

do you know that you can enjoy nature, especially when you are alone, when you are feeling lonely.... that it seemed everything around you is so beautiful...

(there's a phrase in the book Tuesday With Morrie, that describes exactly what i'm talking about)

I am supposed to be in class right now,....but i skipped it, for a simple reason, that i need to write down my feeling and thought that was overwhelming just now

I begin to feel how,... by making your own decision, gonna affect your future.....